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Sorry for not posting ...

"I've been a 'Guardian' and have seen those 'Tear's,then why am I still a 'Stranger' to some?"

Sorry if I'v not posted any decent posts for sm time now, but I'v been kinda busy and preoccuppied with some er situations which have come up and soon I'll be getting my papers back,and then soon reports,so as far as I can tell,don't expect any decent well-meaning posts for the next 2 weeks or so.

What you can expect are more poems,maybe even a short-story which I was thinking of entering in2 a literary competition of a newspaper,so I'll polish that and fix it up a bit and then maybe I'll write something other than literature pieces;) Well anyway,good lucky to evry1 whu also has reports cmng up. Even better and the best of luck for ppl whuse exams will now be cmng up, i'm sure they need it more :P also gud luck to saddam for his trial and good luck america if george bush gets another term as president.

So wishing y'all luck,
Bye with warmest regards,
- [OmegA]

1/5/2004 8:00:59 PM - Prabhat

Do you think I'm a Stranger too?

Alrite ppl I am officially a poet,i hv been frm before but its only now that i have any 'works' to boast abt
Stranger

South of heaven,north of hell,
Theres a place of which the old men tell.
Where the people dont live in dirt and dust,
Where those who matter don't have to rust.

The people there live they really do,
And the joy I see it isn't in you.
Cuz the people that were happy aren't anymore,
And tell me whose fault it is - just once more.

The world was heaven,don't u think its true?
And the people that spoilt it hated you too.
But in end who are you matters more than what you did,
So dump history in a box and close the lid.

Lock it tight and don't ever let the past see,
How because of it all suffer you and me,
Cuz we put up a brave face to the universe,
Even if doing so is our curse.

Be brave and dance and die tonight,
Wake up and live again in the morning light,
For everone may be dead or obnoxious too,
But I don't see how it matters to you.

They put their life in a bin why do u follow,
And wait and worry until you're hollow,
And see the beauty flee from your face,
Don't try so hard - you can't win the race.

You just won't last the pace is too fast,
Even if you try you'll still come last,
Thats the moral we learn and the truth we see,
From heaven in you and strangers like me.

I'm a stranger I don't think I know how the world works,
All I know is that the danger always lurks,
Of falling too low when you try too hard,
But when its all over you won't even get a card.

It doesn't even matter how hard you try,
So all i want to know is why oh why,
Do you try to be perfect when you already are,
Even if you keep trying you wont get too far.

I may be a stranger to you and a stranger in this land,
Nothing more than a footprint in sand,
But that footprint is real and so am I,
So all I want to ask you is why.

Why am I a stranger to this all, why God why ...

- Prabhat
1/5/2004 7:57:43 PM - Prabhat

Ever saw a tear?

I wrote this in record time,only abt 2-3 minutes or so,whew 2 poems in less than an hour,next thing u know I'll be writing books;)
Tear

If you saw a tear in a friend's eye,
Would you just watch and let it flow by?

Or would you that very minute jump and your happiness share,
And try to wipe every sadness with your care?

I did too,just like you,want to be the perfect friend,
But all I could do,unlike you,was a sad and worried look send.

Is this the world the Almighty gifts to us,
Is this the joy that we feel within?

Or is this the reason we still aren't pure,
And still just lonely rats in a bin?

It doesn't seem real all these salty drops,
All these masks and sadness props.

Now I ask,if all the worlds a stage,what part do I play?
Not something central or even nice and that's all I can say.

Indeed not even a supporting role I doubt could be played by me,
For I could not support you in your sadness,the one which overcame thee.

Tell me is it just me,or is the sky gloomy tonight?
For I really hope it is just me and that I'm not right.

But if the heavens drown in gloom the world is against us all,
And then there is nothing I can do except give up and fall.

Fall then,o weakling,fall in the pits of hell!
Fall until the morning light rings its soothing bell.

I couldn't draw a smile or paint a laugh on your face today,
But tommorow speaks of another chance with each new sunray.

For the world is beautiful and vast and the world is true,
But it will never ever match up to you.

So let not the tear daunt you,let not the sad prevail,
Let not fear engulf you,in the boat of happiness you sail.

And let me never again say the lonely tear's tale ...

Bye again,
- Prabhat.

1/1/2004 2:18:06 AM - Prabhat

Poetry corner - please contact me ...

I'v written quite a bit of poetry during the holidays,and the best acc to frnds is dis:

Guardian



In a place so dark you can't see the end,
In a war so brutal that you can't defend,
When the day is just from dusk to the dawn,
The flame in my heart just burns on.

A little piece of paper with a picture drawn,
Floats on down the street till the wind is gone,
And the memory now is like the picture was then,
Once the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect again.

Some people call up the angel of mercy well they waste their breath,
As see the Guardian's your personal angel of death,
Lying in thorns and drawing a last breath of the years to be,
With a dagger in hand it is the Guardian you see.

A promise from a Guardian is a promise all true,
Come hell on earth he'll be there for you,
A demon from hell was selected just for you,
Trained as a bodyguard he'll worry for you.

It is a line so true that an angel was found,
With eyes that laugh and make the world go round,
All the colours of the rainbow can be seen in those eyes,
Makes a new day from when the sun sets to the sunrise.

As the sunset falls on the plains of the land,
Sweet footsteps swish in the times of the sand,
And as the bells of bedtime ring in your head,
The Guardian's sword blade guards your bed.

Guards it dear with a price to pay,
Thats what all the cute little angels say,
But it doesn't really matter what says the world,
As long as you are safe in your warm bed curled.

People can criticize and the universe can shout,
But the noble Guardian won't even open his mouth,
For it is in the night time time that evil conspire,
And then earn the Guardian's wrath and fire.

They may hurl abuses and taunts in your face,
In the end its gonna be us who win the race,
For the world isn't real and the world isn't true,
And in this made-up world only you are true.

For every mark they make on your moonlike skin,
The Guardian avenges one more sin,
For the dangers are many and the world so wide,
Yet you'll always have someone by your side.

That is a promise dear and a promise true,
Made from the Guardian only to you,
But when your eyes the armoured Guardian see,
They'll never know the truth - your Guardian is me ...

Bye,
- Prabhat.
1/1/2004 1:24:06 AM - Prabhat

Talk of a long week!

Oh man I am enjoying the holidays totally.Sometimes its boring,but the rest of the time its like being in a non stop party. And ya i am partying a lot nw,excpt on the days which matter - Christmas and New Years.For both those days I have no plans - I'll be sitting at home hatching eggs and listening to Christmas Carols.Anyway nthng can be done nw - its too late, max which can be done is organze a bash,and we dint get permission for it,so thts gone too. :(

Thats depressing,bt otherwise life is gud. In fact due to sm events my life has taken a turn for the better,in fact if it was better i wd rite now be in heaven playing the drums instead of harps :> And the best thing is,my skill in playing the drums has become better - have u heard of the song 'Ich Will' or 'Feuer Fei!' by Rammstein? I can play both! Now thats a party - isnt it?

Well besides drumming nowadays I am also giving my hands exercise in another way. You know how? Chatting.Yes,u read rite - chatting.After chatting my hands hurt.I think i put this up earlier too,but how do ppl chat so much? I never figured that out,and its among the things i think i will have to understand smtime,lol.

Among things i need to understand is my last post - have u read it? Just read it,i think i was drunk or drugged whn i posted it. I'm talkin of bullshit (literally) , birthdays , santa, anything. And speaking of santa,i got one of those really nice santa hats u kno whch r red and have white lining. It ended up too small so i gav it to my sis and im going out in smtime to find one which will fit me. And fitting has always been a problem for me - see i have size 13 shoes,and when i walk into a shoe shop its impossible to find one that fits ;)

And no i am not jokin i do have feet of size 13 - but its cool in one way: one foot is one foot.Get what i mean? Lets hope so,cuz i dont hv time to explain,sorry :> I do have time to explain the Domain Theory of Magnetism,however,so any questions about the same please redirect the same to my email ID.

I am joking people,
So until next time,
- Prabhat.

12/24/2003 3:21:40 PM - Prabhat

Chatting about Santa, Bullshit and Birthdays

Hey there,
I'm back,and though technically this is a post in the next day,fact of the matter is that less than 10 hours have gone since i last posted anything. Actually,the time rite now is 2.04 AM in the morning,and all im thinking rite now is today being dec21,santa has full 3 days to lose weight.Imagine if one day he jumped into your chimney looking like Arnie Schwazzeneger? Tht wud be cool,but dont worry,it aint ever gonna happen.U wanna kno why? We dont have chimneys in flats,lol :>

Besides we indians hav made St.Claus into Santa Mama and in sm extreme cases Santa Singh,by convinced juveniles whu believe he has such a long beard and long hair cuz hes a Sikh! Well tht is *very* interesting,i can assure you if they ever manage to prove it,i'll eat my christmas stocking widout sauce (chilli wud be preferred). Which reminds me,whu got ths bright idea of stuffing socks wid gifts? Socks shud only be stuffed wid powder to keep ur feet from itching (lol;) and wid deo/perfume to ensure they dont stink!

Incidentally,during the Elizabethan Age there was a shortage of water an so even the nobles had baths quite rarely - they managed to live only cuz of perfume. Ironic isnt it,a Queen,a noble,one of the most respected people of the country,stinking like poodle-waste,a more 'high society' term for dog-shit.

Which brings us to the term 'bull-shit'.Whuever made up this term had too much time on his hands cuz he has actually gone thru all the different excretas of biological organisms and analytically concluded that of all the animals in the Animal Kingom,the one which has the worst defecated matter is the bull.Interesting,now isnt it?

I also saw another interesting thing today - astrological predictions. Oh man,these horo scopes scare me black and blue,i mean they shud be called 'horror-scopes'.They are waaaay too accurate for my liking,i mean its almost as if sm1 walks around behind me wid a camera and then goes home and writes down the whole thing wid its consequences and puts it up for all (esp me) to see. The site i saw was http://www.webindia123.com/astrology

Check it out - its gud and also has this page of celebrities born in a zodiac,i went can checked libra (im libran - 15oct'89) and guess what i found? I found that the page for librans was 2wice that of the oders,that kumble,gandhi and lata mangeshkar were born in the same month as me.I also learnt that APJ Abdul Kalam is a 15 Oct born dude from 1931,and kareena kapoor has her bday exactly 6 days after mine. Talkin of 6,Dev Anand is also libran,and hey Amitabh Bachchan is also! Now I'm thinking its almost as if all people destined for greatness are born in the Libran Zodiac,and hey hey don't look now but I'm a Libran! Gives you ideas,dsnt it?

Another idea i got was to go jogging in the morning.one reason is that i like runnin and joggin and stuff like tht,two i have no other work.Besides a frnd of mine suggested another reason - Bird watching,if yu catch my drift. I flat out refused,wanna kno why? My eyes are tired,iv not slept in almost 3 days now,except for the odd one hour nap or so,iv been awake 2 days solid.

Its not just my eyes which are hurting,my hands are too! i dint know so many ppl cm online during the hols and guess again,i dint kno that ppl talk/chat so much,and i dint kno i cud type so much,i typed more than i did for my comp project,and whoa that was a 30 page project,so yeah i typed a lot.

Talking of projects,i hv one due on the day skool reopens,a history project of all things possible.Its bad enuf its a project and then u see the topic,its suicidal. The topic is in 2 parts - first,religious differences in the policies of akbar and aurangzeb.Second,shah jahan the builder king. for 10 marx ill now be resrchng like a madman and then writing like a empty walnut,and at the end of it all i'll still be a mad nut (madman+walnut;)

Hopefully uv not gone nuts reading all tis,and if u hv,well "Join the club,friend":>
If u havnt,better luck next time,one day u'll succeed.
Dont worry,enjoy ur life as much as im enjoying mine,
Adios amigos,
- [OmegA]

12/21/2003 2:37:00 AM - Prabhat

Freedom at last!

Yes,its true - freedom at last! I am free - exams are over. I am free - no more studying. I am free - no more getting up in the morning trying to cram. I am FREEEEEEEEEEE!!

Alrite,iv calmed down now quite a bit.problem is i have nthng to rite,xcpt that im sleepy,cz id be studying all nite for the exams and then no naps later in the afternoon,so hell yeah - im an insomniac!
But then that studying is whats gonna save me - and pass me for that matter ;)
[ How i come in th top10 is a secret known only to God :) ]

But enuf of studies thats the point of it all. the newest thing iv done is iv decided to learn german. Its driving my frnds nuts - my msngr nicknames are in german and after saying hi the first thing most ask is 'wt ds ur nik mean?' and then i translate it,and then its ok. Cm to think of it,its driving my mom mad too - she hates loud rock and metal music (Generation Gap ;) and i listen to the German band Rammstein almost all the time. She does not like German guys wid 2-foot-spiked hair shouting lyrics she dsnt understand. I do,cua the first thing i learned in German were the lyrics of their songs. Tell me I'm obsessed and i'll tell u i dont care - german as a language rox.

U kno why it rox? its spoken by about 200 million as their mothertongue and about a 100 million more as a second language,cut a few million and that comes to One-fourth of a billion. Now see english is spoken by 3.25 billion on the world,and i know english. Add german and u get 3.5 Billion ppl of da world. Now look,india has 1.3 billion people right? They speak hindi rite? now even if all dont,u still get 1 billion whu speak hindi. And i know hindi.Total that and u get 4.5 billion. Now tell me,how many ppl are there in the world ? round abt 6 billion. So if u know these 3 languages u can speak to 4.5 billion out of 6 billion. Which means that out of every 60 ppl u meet,u might be able to hv a decent converstaion wid atleast 45 o them. Thats pretty cool!

OK,now enuf of the maths lecture,im goin an lissening to sm music nw,and maybe ill rite later

Ciao ppl,
- [OmegA]

12/20/2003 5:36:40 PM - Prabhat

Farewell...

This poem I composed quite a long time back,when a friend of mine Dhruv went to Japan. Come to think of it,it wasn't that long ago,and I made this poem for his farewell.Here it is:

A dear friend,Dhruv,a shining star in the sky,
A complicated and interesting person yet not many know why.
Yet I am among the few who respect you for who you are,
For you are among the best people I have met so far.

Your humor and your wit make new friends in a moment,
A diplomat with your brains can make new friends in a moment.
Golden qualitites on the outside hide a diamond within,
A friend I've not known to often lie or sin.

Truthful honesty and daring,a tough critic you undoubtedly were,
But it just goes to show you could have been 'Perfectionist of the Year'
A lively person you were, but sober you knew when to be,
At times a flexible river,at times an immovable tree.

But after everything it is as a great friend that you are know,
One of the most precious jewels an emperor could ever own.
All words of appreciation and praise might prove less,
And we sincerely pray that you be God bless'd.


I don't know about the others,but I've know you for 2 years,just 2,
But if I live to the age of a thousand,I'll always remember you.
You're leaving,but we'll miss you,
Fare thee well,Dhruv,fare thee well.

- Yours emotionally,
[OmegA]
~~~~~~~~~~~~~

12/18/2003 8:29:03 PM - Prabhat

Fun Stuff to do on a Plane!!

Hey after my previous post,i got the idea of getting together ideas for crazy whacky fun basically trouble-causing stuff to do on or around a plane.Some of these can actually be tried if ur boarding a plane,but be warned - some of them are deadly stuff : you can try them at ur own risk ;)

And so let the curtains rise - let the show begin!


Things to do on an Airplane


1. At the airport, wear a uniform and claim you are the pilot, get annoyed if they don't believe you but DONT give up, see how far you can get ( WARNING, may result in you being arrested)

2. Whilst boarding the plane, say in a loud voice "THAT WING SURE DOES LOOK RUSTY!!" (Best effect on kids or seniors fellow-passengers,sure to get a couple of weird looks)

3. When the plane is still on the ground, Rock back and forth in your seat and say aloud "THIS TURBULANCE SURE IS ROUGH!!" (Best to do this first and then the rest,in 8 hours maximum u'll be in the airlines list of "People who will never get boarding passes for the rest of their lives")

4. Wear rags and a headscarf, claim that your name is Svetolafoson Frojhkyhkjuhjdj and that you are being deported back to Estonia, look pleased when your told that this plane is not going there. say "Really?!, u haf not met me if zey ask zen, ok?!" (This is good,but only if u can manage the accent,otherwise best advised to forget about it,practise in front of the mirror daily for at least 2 weeks for best results)

5. As the plane is landing, adopt the 'Duck and Cover' position as you scream "WE ARE GOING TO CRASH! ONLY DEATH AWAITS US ALL NOW! DEATH I TELLS YA!!!!" when you land safely, stand up and leave the plane normally, thank the stewardess for a lovely flight. (This is one of those things that can make people stay away from you,heck even stay at a 6-foot radius around you:>)

6. Go in to the toilet and make loud vomiting noises, keep going for a few minutes, then come out and announce to the plane that the toilet is blocked, act like its not your fault. (Pretty much the only gross thing on the whole list ;) )

7. Stand up and ask the passengers if anyone " wants to join the mile high club with you?" wink suggestively at various people...of both sexes. (WARNING, may cause certain social problems later on in life)

8. Get the pilot to show you round the cockpit, come out afterwards and say "YOU WOULDN'T HAVE THOUGH HE COULD FLY THE PLANE AFTER SO MUCH VODKA BUT IT JUST SHOWS, THEY REALLY ARE TRUE PROFESIONALS!". (WARNING,another dangerous stunt,if trying,please only try once plane has landed)

9. Streak. (WARNING: Highly dangerous activity,not recommended for senior passengers)

10. Occasionally scream........loudly. (This is guaranteed to work on any flight,any time,any country,in fact its the only thing on this list which can be done without any fear for being kicked out of the plane or being sued)

11. From the second you take off, every ten seconds say in the same voice "are we there yet?" (Try this on one of the flyers who look like corporate regulars,u know suits,just a handbag,bored look while flipping through in-flight magazines...)

12. Keep sniffing around and eventually say in a loud voice "CAN YOU SMELL BURNING?"(This is the most boring of them all and doesnt work that well anymore)

13. Go to the cockpit, wait a few seconds, then come back and say in a loud voice, "UMM SHOULD'NT THERE BE...LIKE....A PILOT?" (Say this once the stewardesses have gone,and at least a few people are looking why ur just standing there for no reason)

14. As you get off the plane, look worried and announce loudly" VAIT A MINUTE, VOT IZ ZIS PLACE?! ZIS IZ NOT POLAND, VERE ZE HELL IZ ZIS?!?!?!?" (This is another one of those gigs which doesnt work anymore due to overuse :( )

15. Get up and announce that you are going to hi-jack the plane, make to get out a gun, but act like its not there, check all your pockets and then say " OH CRAP, I MUST HAVE LEFT IT IN THE OTHER COAT, OK, NEVER MIND!" Sit down like nothing has happened. (Warning:This is the most dangerous,the most wacky,the only fool-proof stunt on this whole list.Try it at your own discretion.Not advised for people with weak voices or weak minds,both might crack after your co-passengers realize it was a gag!)

All of these are stunts/gags/practical jokes only presented for some laughs.I seriusoly take no responsibility for any blockheaded bozo who decided to try any of em and had to pay damages or suffer any sort of demoralization (legal action,social renegation,moral disintegration,etc)

I am writing this disclaimer because there are nuts in this world who think that they can do whatever shit they want and get away wid it just cuz they say it was someone else's idea (Damn,i know the blame-game works,I'v tried the same thing too)

Anyway,good nite all and have a pleasant flight ;)

Yours truly,
[OmegA]
(Troublemakers,Inc.)

Prabhat

Things you DON'T want to hear in surgery

I dunno when or where I found this,and it really dsnt matter.But this is really cool - its a list of all the things you wud really NOT want to hear in surgery. So widout further ado,I present to you -

Things you DON'T Want to Hear in Surgery

1. Better save that - we'll need it for the autopsy.
2. Someone call the janitor,we're gonna need a mop.
3. "Accept this sacrifice,O Lord of Darkness"
4. Joe! Joe! Come back with that, bad dog!
5. Wait a minute,if this is his spleen,whats that??
6. Darn, there go the lights again...
7. "Ya know, there's big money in kidneys. Heck, the guy's got two of 'em.
8. Everybody stand back! I lost my contact lens!
9. Could you stop that thing from beating? It's throwing my concentration off...
10. What's this doing here?
11. I hate it when they're missing stuff in here...
12. That's cool! Now can you make his leg twitch?!
13. I wish I hadn't forgotten my glasses.
14. Sterile, shcmerile. The floor's clean, right?
15. Anyone see where I left that scalpel?
16. This patient has already had some kids, am I correct?
17. Nurse, did this patient sign the organ donation card?
18. Don't worry. I think it is sharp enough.
19. Darn! Page 47 of the manual is missing!
20. What do you mean he's not John Marsh??
Bye then. -Prabhat.
Prabhat

Herald the exams!

And so finally after a lot of pain and suffering i finally got the exam timetable.(Actually it was on the board,i was too lazy to get it myself,lol) And tomm is my first exam : Biology.

Its kinda interesting,but its waaaaay too much,its like learning how to steer and boat and being made to handle the Titanic! (whatever that means) But seriuosly our portion is humongous,its so big Goliath wud have problems trying to read all of it.Its so big if it was written in one textbook,it wud make an encyclopedia by itself! Etc,etc. But the point is its huge,and I have finished it! (well not as well as i wud like too,but hey whu cares??)

Yahoo! I almost hit the ceiling in happiness. I am not lying,i'm 5'10'' or so and if i jump and i can seriuosly crack my head on the ceiling. But thats not the point - the point is i managed to finish studying one of the deadly four subjects in which i was earlier destined to fail.

They are - maths,phy,bio and chem.Hell,chem is baaad,the chapters are each larger than the other,and the first chapter itself is about 15 pages!!That my friends can cause suicide attempts,which reminds me,u kno Julius Caeser? Apparently in that Cassius and Brutus both scorn suicide and then in the end take their own lives.Thats called being a hypocrite,and i know,cuz im writing this when i am supposed to be studying,and thats called hypocrisy,telling ur mom ur studying and dont want to be disturbed,then putting music!

Not that i care,as far as i know,i am pretty much getting ruined in 4 subjects,plz refer above ;),and so it dsnt matter what i do fr those four.Not that my conscience is happy wid this argument,this very moment,all the sense i have in my head is screaming at me to get up and study.

And so I will.
-Prabhat
Prabhat

The world's still against me,but it is kinder.

The day today wasnt all that bad,at least it wasnt all as bad like yesterday.Fact is yest was a day rite out of the devils practise books.U kno,those little books were the devil plans out days which are punishments for days when us ordinary mortals have been too good.Well thats what happend,i had been good for th second term,whole of it infact,kinda a record,and so this was punishment frm the devil for being good.all i can say is now God is being kind and rewarding me for my good deeds ;)

It goes like tis - rem my comp project fiasco? well he said he remembered seeing my project so he cud still giv me marks.And u rem my tests? Well,bio is being counted (i got 10/10!) since she said she dsnt take tests which dont matter,and thats a gud thing fr me,if nt fr evry1 elz.

As for the other 3 tests - maths,phy and chem,all the 3 teachers said tht those wr jst revision tests,and so they wont count them! Yahoo! Party! My internals arent ruined after all - see God is kind :>

Anyway,i also went frwrd in football today,i play as goalie or defense,and today i decided i ws gtng bored so i went forward,but I only took one shot and that dint go :( But its ok,tomm is still there,no wait it isnt,we have study leave! :) See,i told u God was kind.

And after all this,i am not scrwd in Bio,did i mention i dint kno most f it? Well now i hv mentioned it,and since we have study leave i wont be failing,not that i ever doin exams,and its a relief to know i wont. Damn the smiley has too small a smile to put here - :):> then what? Anyway,u get the point,rite? It is a gud day,and yes all ladies and gentlemen,God is kind.

Yours (almost) happily,
Prabhat.
Prabhat

The world is against me!

Yest ws amng th wrst days i hv evr been thru - such days shud be illegal!! First,i had 4 tests-maths and all science,meaning maths,phy,chem and bio. Thats bad enuf,hvng 4 tests,then not having any idea wts hpng in them is worse.In the end i knew only a mrk in Bio,but the guys around me also knew a mark each,so i got 10/10 in that.Thats the only one in which i got any marx.The other 3 i got zero in all,meaning aggregate:ZERO,average:ZERO.highest,yes try guessing:ZERO

That totally deserves a word i usually dont use: the day was fckall.I mean i got a total of 10 on 40,barely missed getting a bad remark after the teacher heard me abusing once i got my physics marks.and after all this i had computers to bear.U kno what ws so bad abt the comp period? Well,i had a project due for 80 marks on "DataBase Management Systems and their application in daily life",minimum of 25 pages of writing and pictures plus flowcharts.I actually did the whole damn thing,and then that idiot my teacher lost it!!! He said hes lost it,but he said it was more probable that sm1 flicked it.It's happend before too,that my projects get flicked cuz its well-known i have the best marks in comp,english and geog in the 9th,so my assignments and projects often get flicked.I started xeroxing my projects before givin them up so i hv a backup.But i dint hv a copy of this comp proj cuz i finished it at the last minute,so im scrwd.Screwed cuz he dsnt kno what to do,and nor do i,so i am pretty much ruined - i have lost 80 out of 200 marks!

Why,you may ask,80 out of 200? Cuz we hv 100 marx internals and 100 marks paper,and damn the paper,thats ok,its internals which are now ruined of mine.Anyway,besided that i also got hurt on my knee,but compared to the rest of the day,that was as good as being blessed.

Yours whiningly,
Sincerely and buggedly,
[OmegA].
Prabhat

" Just like that "

I wrote this sometime last year,in class for a 15 mark assessment.I don't rememer how much I got but I had later typed it out and I found the file today while looking for a friends phone number.So without further ado,I bring to you ...


Pride,Prejudice and a Happy Ending


What's in a name?If someone asked me that, I could give them a three hour (and seven minute) lecture on the above title, for I believe that a title is as good as a summary of what you write. Therefore, with all due respect to Jane Austen for her copyright (perhaps!), I now wish to begin my story from my pride of being an angel, prejudice against me and my ultimate phoenix-like rise from the ashes.

To expand on the above highly compressed and encapsulated summary of this particular incident, a flashback of about ten months or so is necessary, to the month of March last year, on the occasion of my paternal aunt's wedding. Just as every other wedding, there was great excitement in the house, nervousness to get everything right, and of course, a very happy aura generally everywhere.

My day, however, did not begin on such a happy note. You see, I am not a very superstitious person. However, my general experience shows that when I get up at 6 o'clock in the morning out of daily school habit, in the process hitting my fragile head upon the bedstead, and then wearing my slippers on the wrong feet, my day just has to go on tad bit abnormal side for me.

So I was very cautious after this same routine happened on the day of my aunt's wedding. Even after I was ready after breakfast, I was a bit uneasy, but I shook it off, and went on to collect my responsibilities for the day. As it turned out, I only had two things to do – take care of my younger cousin, and make sure that my father's video camera was in safe and secure hands, namely mine.

Everything was fine until late evening, the rites were about to begin, and so the presence of the video camera was compulsory. That, however, could not happen, as the video camera was not working properly. 'Not working properly' as in 'Not working at all' and I was sure that was not a good thing for me, as I had been in charge for it's well-being.

There are court-jesters in every family, I was not one of them. I was the family's court-technical-gadget-handler-fiddler-all-in-one, and I have a very good (or perhaps bad, as seen from viewpoint) reputation at that. I always pride myself on not getting into trouble (not any major problems, at least) but my reputation for fiddling with everything in sight got me into trouble. So despite all of my protests, pleads, and insistations, I was banished for half the rites, as temporary punishment for spoiling the camera, mood, and preparations, though I did not, yet I had to bear the punishment.

Taking the investigative approach was perhaps a good idea, I thought, and so risking death due to exhaustion because of running from my parents through half of Asia, I decided to go around asking anyone if they saw anyone else even touching the camera. It at last worked, and also proved my forebodings of that being my unlucky day right. But I took contentment in the hope of seeing my cousin run over half of Asia, for I asked him and got to an extent a reasonable answer," What happened to the camera I had fixed it after I saw that whatever I saw was being recorded, so I changed it so it din't record what I saw, and so only I can remember what I saw".

The day was saved by my genius of a five-year-old cousin, mischievous brother, and certified devil all in one. Long story short, he tinkered with the camera, then in occurrence of time, found his mistake, apologized to everyone (including me) and thus, cleared my name. I was allowed in to the rites, I enjoyed it like everyone else, and the bonus was everyone was extra nice to me for the next few days (a happy ending).

Thus ended a story of pride, prejudice and ultimately, a happy ending.



Prabhat

The weirdness of the Net.

Well,its finally happend,the world has gone nuts.A frnd of mine,maybe a couple of friends,gave me a couple of ids to add.See what happnd was i just made a new id on msn,and i had to add all my contacts all over again. And in the middle of this i forgot to save my whole contact list,smhow a couple of groups got bunked, so the next day u cud hv seen me askin all the ppl i kno to send me their email ids and any1 they think i may have added again.I started out wid only 80 ppl,now im on 140,lol!

Well anyway sm ppl added me and i was totally freaked - ppl i had no idea of wr sending me msgs as if i had known them for 10 years! anyway,most of them i hav managed to figure out,and smhow they know me,i think its cuz of my frnds whu find nthng other than skool to talk abt,even if their online! That is kinda pathetic,and i have said many things ar pathetic earlier too,but this really is.

Thats pretty much all for now,i hav to go and do maths now (ack!yuck!gag! - im dyin'!) On the good green side of th fence,i finally finished physics,which was a nightmare for me, and now i'm leaving to prevent my head being cut off by my parents. [seriosly,yes]

Bye then,
until later,
- [OmegA]
Prabhat

Stuck between Angels and Insects.

Has anyone heard of Papa roach? They relased a song 'Of angels and insects'.Pretty gud,an awesome mix of reggae rap with softcore rock.They aren't all metal like Rammstein and they arent a core-band of pure rock,like Metallica.They don't have the artistry,that subtle anger of Linkin Park either.Quite simply put,these guys deserve a new genre of their own.Th song is frm their album named quite weirdly - "LoveHateTragedy" and yes its all one word.

Quite true,those two phrases in apostrophes - life is pretty much a love-hate tragedy isn't it? And we all know we are frnds wid ppl so nice they may as well be God's angels and on the other hand ppl so crappy, to call them insects wud be an insult to the flies and mosquitoes outside my window.Which reminds me,does anyone know why mosquitoes don't bite in winter? Or is it just me thinking that they feel cold too?

Anyone who read that and has any ideas plz do mail me,and hey i thought of changing the format a bit,and im adding the chat function at the side.Tell me what ya think when i update it.

Lets see how it works out,cuz ill be writing the template frm scratch,and its a challenge even though I do know HTML and Javascript and all that stuff ["Thankyou,thankyou." - bowing and sitting down again]. Why cant they just make templates which have different styles??Why do they force the ppl making blogs to work so hard just for a new look,though the idea of a blog is effortlessness (supposedly!).

Anyway,enuf of the self-pity,a new day has begun and a new chapter in the life of my physics textbook.
Damn i hate Electricity and Magnetism (All 3 parts!).
Wishing myself luck,
and wishing y'all as well,
Goodbye.
- Prabhat.
Prabhat

Who be thou?

This blog business is not good for health.Especially for the health of your fingers.Come to think of it,I can't feel my fingers,thy're numb frm all the typing I did today.Why was i typin like a madman? I wrote a compo,and now i'm just finishing it off,u know,polishing it.Ill post it later.

As for my last post,someone asked me who the face i mentioned was.Now here comes my theory about the people of this world.I think they fall into the following categories:
1] psycho riff raffs who ask a lot of questions and don't wait for the answers
2] decent people

As it happens,psychos wud get the reply "Wats it to u?" but this happend to be a very decent person.So instead of trying to explain,I lapsed into jingle poetry,u know tht kind where the lines rhyme but its not neccessary the lines make sense.

Anyway,the poem (or is it jingle